cosmic duality
invades this peaceful chaos
my yin and your yang
are endlessly transforming
in this dance of becoming
70
someday or one day
time takes away everything
a concrete angel
waits at the end of the line
in the memory of us
69…a card for you
standing in this aisle
suffocating in ideology
reading words that aren’t mine
sentiments that can’t possibly express
what I want to say
what I need to say
for just a few banknotes
would a card suffice
all that has come to pass
in the story of us
can I put these tattered thoughts on papered ink
and make you understand
it was almost love for me
you were untouchable…beautifully untouchable
a captured heart and stolen glances
of this beggar and fool
all of this
was from one kiss
maybe somewhere again in time
you said when you couldn’t stay
it was almost love
it was almost love for me
68
disco neon lights
fills the darkened sky above
your bright satellites
shines a million miles away
floating in held helium
67
every January
a change in my reflection appears
its doorway opens a new chapter
behind are the scenes of you
a holiday hangover and a tree dismantled
silhouettes of queries yet to have its reasons
and a longer list of unanswered wishes
surely to fulfill in the upcoming seasons
as my Midnight Sun moves away
i stare into the Wolf Moon and its icy chill
in its opalescent tapestry above and below
awaiting snowdrops to awaken and smile
in my hopeful but slightly broken landscape
and vow not to lose faith and let the past dictate
my sunrises and sunsets
my beginnings and my end
66
love held motionless
echoing in your silence
trapt in this embrace
65
falling moonstruck snow
holds the ground in its slumber
whispers promises of stolen hopeless moments
all frozen in time with you
64
are we blessed or cursed
exchanging darkness for light
here in the silence
63
sunrise to sunset
my day dreams into nightfall
to be truly free
to travel to where you are
held in echoes and shadows
62
I wonder sometimes
if time has stopped for you too
these dreams cloud my mind
trying to make it to dawn
somewhere where you don’t exist